One year

One year. (If you were expecting a deep and thoughtful blog post after looking at the title, sorry to let you down. This is the emotional whirlwind experienced by a 'fangirl' put into words.) It has been a year since i met the person I adore the most.  I don't use the word 'most' lightly. Taylor Swift's songs have the power to connect to me emotionally and it makes me understand every situation that she faces even though I've never been in that situation. I've actually learned a lot of things from her and sought solace in her songs. Plus, from what i can see for the past seven years being her fan, she is truly passionate about the people around her and is assiduous to her huge fan base, not forgetting to mention that she is very charitable. 

This time last year, I was so ecstatic about going to The Red tour that I couldn't sleep for several nights. Actually, the word 'ecstatic' is an understatement. Now, before you give me that weird look, understand that I've waited for YEARS for this moment. I remember the feeling of sheer disappointment and sadness when she went to Singapore and skipped Malaysia in her previous tour. However, that's not the worst part. The worst part was when I almost didn't get my concert tickets after queuing for hours. Right when it was my turn to purchase the ticket, the cashier told me that the tickets were sold out. I was stunned for a moment and tears clouded my vision. It felt like my dreams crumbled right in front my eyes. Finally, after pleading the cashier to try again he managed to get a ticket for me. 

Since it was my first concert, I prepared for The Day before hand so that im ready emotionally. I even made a placard (which I didn't even hold it up during the concert). Taylor's is known for sending her team out on a hunt for concert-goers that captures people's attention. Concert-goers that got selected will get to meet her. Naturally, I wanted to get picked, so I went all out planning my outfit. I tried to imitate her signature style, satisfied with my choices but clearly the outcome was just mediocre. At the stadium, there were fans who truly redefine the term 'all out'. Extraordinary costumes and placards with flashing lights and tons of glitter instantly captured gazes. Oh well, another round of letdown.

The perpetual wait finally came to an end. When the doors opened, I couldn't contain my excitement and ran to my seat. After the opening band finished playing their set list, the iconic red cloth flashed in sync with heartbeat-like sounds. I could hear my heartbeat clearly, as if they were amplified by the sounds. And there it was, the silhouette of Taylor formed on the red cloth. And at that moment my 'fangirl' heart felt complete. She started the show with the first song off Red, which is State of Grace. Halfway through the show, I managed to squeeze to the front row. The fans there were too kind to allow me and my friend to squeeze in with them. First concert with front row view, not bad eh? Taylor gave her hat to the guy next to me. I died. 

Anyway, here are some photos I took during the show to help you understand my situation better.  

The atmosphere in the stadium was indescribable. Everyone was danced like there was no tomorrow. Taylor smiled when most of the us in the front row held up a sign that read 'long live Taylor'. I thought one of her outfits that read 'I ❤️ KL' was very adorable and thoughtful. Overall, the concert was amazing. Taylor looked flawless, as usual. It is truly an eye opener and dream come true for me. Hands down, best night of my life. 

Even up till now these images still come back in vivid flashes. Being a fairly capricious person, these pictures inundate me easily and I will break down in 0.5 seconds. Thank you for reading and remember, Taylor Swift is love, Taylor Swift is life. 

Just kidding.